A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H and so on~~~~~

I dunno what to say, been a long time since i updated it XD, cos i just can't find the time, somehow everyday is a boresome+tired day, and only sometimes i feel happy, but still tired ==, skola skang ngah bizi, memacam mende la kene wat, folio la, projek KH la, keje math la, Agama la, BI,Bm, and bole kate sumer subjek la! ==

Pastu biler kt umah, dh ngantuk, x ngantuk pon, nk wat keje xder mood.... biler bkk fb lak, itu la, ini la, buat ag pening pale nih ader la --..... biler dh mlm, kalo smpt wat keje, wat la skit, kalo x.....hampeh esok kt skola br wat cam tadi ><

And the situation at my house is like this song....... i guess most people already know this song?

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect


You know? everytime i feel hurted at my heart, i always like to shut myself from other people, and i guess i shut myself from other people a lot this days, cos i'm not the type which like to go and play in the sun, shouting here and there,i like to alone more than being in a group, but i also feel disturbed when others people are playing here and there, all the happy faces, i'm jealous of you guys..... i guess i'm just different huh?