Sooooooooooooooooooooo looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sooooooooo Loooooooong since the last time I even checked my Blog XD
Was busy, and doesn't really have the mood to write a long story =w=
Since it has been a long time, maybe i should write more...... I take that back, wahaha XDD. Still am lazy to write, and its not like there's that much of a thing to write anyway
BUT!
I'm gonna make one thing straight, although not that much of a thing happened these days..... Even the smallest thing that happen to me yesterday is changing my life..... I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart.... I WILL CHANGE! I DESERVED TO BE CALLED A DAMNED SON! YES! I ADMIT! I HAVE DONE LOTS OF BAD THINGS!!!(i won't tell what is it), MY FRIENDS CALLED ME.... MORON! STUPID!SLACKER! AND LOTS OF BAD THINGS!...... I WILL CHANGE! I'M GONNA DO IT! AND THAT'S STARTING TODAY!!!!

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SHUT
THE
HELL
UP!

A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H and so on~~~~~

I dunno what to say, been a long time since i updated it XD, cos i just can't find the time, somehow everyday is a boresome+tired day, and only sometimes i feel happy, but still tired ==, skola skang ngah bizi, memacam mende la kene wat, folio la, projek KH la, keje math la, Agama la, BI,Bm, and bole kate sumer subjek la! ==

Pastu biler kt umah, dh ngantuk, x ngantuk pon, nk wat keje xder mood.... biler bkk fb lak, itu la, ini la, buat ag pening pale nih ader la --..... biler dh mlm, kalo smpt wat keje, wat la skit, kalo x.....hampeh esok kt skola br wat cam tadi ><

And the situation at my house is like this song....... i guess most people already know this song?

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect


You know? everytime i feel hurted at my heart, i always like to shut myself from other people, and i guess i shut myself from other people a lot this days, cos i'm not the type which like to go and play in the sun, shouting here and there,i like to alone more than being in a group, but i also feel disturbed when others people are playing here and there, all the happy faces, i'm jealous of you guys..... i guess i'm just different huh?

NO TITLE !!!

Just wanna stop by and write somethin, its boring since i've (at last) finish the game i was playing more than half a year ago but never completed cause i played like noob the first time, the second time a bit better but still left lot of thing... and the third time i played, i used the walkthrough, aannnnddd....... i finish the game in just i month...--'. I just went back from eating dinner, luckily today i didn't talk much, or i will be blabbered by my dad all the wayyyy to the restaurant ==, i can't mention even a bit stuff bout school or they will start saying that, this, itu, ini.... haiz... sakit dh telinga aq dengar diorang membebel... aq tau la nk jage diri, its not that hard to live this world if you got brain, not like the dudes that went smoking, merempit and stuff.... Just for information.. I NEVER EVER TOUCH A ROKOK!!! AND I ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRIVE A MOTORCYCLE..... yea i dunno how to drive a motorcycle...... so what??? my bicycle is enough for now la

SAYS NO TO SMOKE!!! except you guys wanna die early, then do it, not like i care ^^
so here's the real deal what i wanna talk bout tonight.... Some days ago (don't wanna tell the exact date) a girl, or i should say 2 girl --', ask about my relationship with other girl, though she already know bout it... and after that, start the bad part.... the girl confessed... and I as a guy who never been confessed, fell delighted, but in the same time, the other me asked...."is this girl for real??? someone like me!?".... you know, they always say stuff bout believing in yourself and know that you are different from everyone else even only in 1 thing... so i try to think... and i found a helluva lot of think that makes me different from you guys, but i'm not sure most of them are the good part or the bad part..... i was kinda down you know... seeing i know myself more than anyone else and i know how bad i can be. and that girl.. i say she's a lot better with someone else... that's what i think... what i wanna ask you guys are..... should i turn her in or out??.....

WAHAHAHA!!! I GOT MY REAL 2nd PHONE THIS YEAR!!!!!!

Well, first of all, I wanna say... SORRY EVERYONE!! (especially the gurlz, since they're a bit crazy bout cakes) for not coming to school and didn't bring the cakes as promised. Actually i was kinda hopping that i don't need to go to school... So I SACRIFICED MY LEG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Haha, don't be surprised yet, actually i hurt my leg when I was running the cross country 'raptai' that day, and the result is... my leg broke down(!!!) and i can barely walk 2 days after that cuz my muscle can't stand it. I don't usually run except on dire situation. I go to school by bike, or usually car....

Well, enough bout my leg, here's a preview of the cake before i bring is this monday...

haha, no this is not mine, just kiddin, mine is smaller la, waste lor buy this big later no one want eat, actually my sis is the one that make my birthday cake this time, so as a bit appreciation, here's a pic for you

and... back to the main topic, as the title said, I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE!!

y am i so proud though its a normal handphone??? Well, most of the phone that i used in the past is the phone that was past along our family generation (haha, actually not that many generation), some of it was my bro's, sis's, dad's n mom's.... the one that i used before this belong to my mom which been past to my sis, after that my lil bro n me. But as i said, most of the phone, so its not my first phone, my first phone is the one that i got 2 years ago for my birthday.... Oh, I forgot... Thanks to everybody who wish for my birthday 2 days ago n some of them are yesterday's, I'm really really glad to have you guys N girls to be my friends!!!  おかげで多くのみんな!!!!! ( wanna know the meaning??? go google translate)

So...what more to talk about eh??? I guess that's it for now... Janne minna (later everybody) ^^

hey hey, everyone!!! Thanks a lot for stopping by at my fb page to wish my for birthday ^^
If it's 2 years ago, i barely have anyone to wish for my birthday except my family and 2 or 3 guys... no girl XP. So what i'm trying to say is..... I am really really really glad to have you guys&girls to be my friend!!! MINNA, ARIGATOU!!!!!!!

As usual, school today is boring, so not much to say bout school, first i went to do my job this morning and its boring since got nothin to do, just standing at the front of the workshop alone --'..... after that,have a meeting, but got canceled due to lot of people come late though yesterday have been told to come, the teacher got merajuk and the student leader got angry XP... Cuz of that, tomorrow got another meeting to ganti today's ==, lazy wanna go meh... but if no go then no go to camp oso... sheesh... At recess i got caught by Ehsan resting with my PIC(Partner In Crime) and not doing our job properly, though luckily no one went to tell my team leader... or later tomorrow i got scold ><..... At KH, i got scolded since i still didn't send my wood project. Lazy la wanna paku this and that. Though i only left to paku the thingy that connect the door and peti. My KH folio is with zul, so i got scold for another thing... ZUL!!!!! WHY YOU NO GIVE MY FOLIO BACK IF YOU WANT GO SABAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????....
So that's it for now... later i post again when i'm done celebrating my birthday tonight ^^, Janne(later)~~~

Well, here's a real blog XD

mad at the one who make this crossing country event every year

So.... since lots of people make the blog like some sort of diary, i'll make mine too

Not much to say bout today except how deadly tired i am from the running T.T.. Today at school, lame..., only the good part is..... is there any good part??? Nah, today is like usual, a boring day, got nothing interesting except the running make this day a helluva big of difference from the usual day.... right now my leg is killing meeee........ hurts a lot meh, dun wanna go school tomorrow... well i can do that in my dream only i suppose... She told me to forgot bout her yesterday, kind of hard since its been more than 3 years since i got a crush on her.... Hard to find a girl that's easy to talk like her, to me, she's a lot different than the other girl i know... well, there's one girl who is just like her, but she's out of question....
seems like got nothin more to add, so that's it for today... i'm going to sleep... my eyes hurt... OYASUMI!!!!(means good night)